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Hey, I got no responses, so I'm starting to cut this week.

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I have seen love,

I have felt it's embrace.

I have loved,

and recieved love in return.

I have given my soul to love,

and watched it get torn to shreds.

I have loved,

but not been loved back.

I gave all I had,

and now I am empty.

Every night I lay down

to rest my weary eyes

and let my mind sleep

Only to meet

memories.

Memories haunting me.

Memories torturing me.

Memories reminding me that what I had

I no longer have.

Memories ripping pain into

my heart

my soul

until it is

too much.

The tears pour,

but the pain grows.

the memories are

relentless.

There is only

one way

to get the pain to ebb-

the mind to wander-

the tears to cease.

The body numbs

I fall into sleep.

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I've walked down this tunnel for too long

It's not getting any lighter ahead

Is this tunnel worth traveling?

Should I have even begun?

My head is pounding from the tears

I long to shed

but must hide.

There is no rest for the mind-

days flow together,

the numbers are lost.

I am lost.

I am torn.

I am confused.

No matter where I turn

The pain finds a way

to find me.

There is no safe hold;

I rely on the darkness to hide in

I depend on ignorance to sink away.

What hope is there in this kind of world?

The tunnel won't end soon enough

The light is too far away.

My feet ache

I am too weary.

I'll make my own end.

A friend means forever

Just to make it clear

It doesn't mean for a little while

Or when you feel like it

It means that no matter what-

Thick or thin-

Late or early-

Always there

Ready

If you want to be a friend

Know full what you are saying

You say "I care for them"

"I'm here for them"

"I'd do anything for them"

When you say

"...Have you met my friend?"

I HATE

MUCH

ABOUT

THE THINGS

YOU

CHOOSE TO